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Signs

People talk about the signs from the divine, the greater power, the universe. I believed in all of that, pretty much all my life - started with Star Wars. Then in 2018 my mom had an accident and she didn't die, but fell into a coma.
I am the first one to tell you Things happen FOR you, not TO you. There is a silver lining. There is a lesson.

But I saw no silver lining or lessons here. I just can't fathom that the coma happened FOR her.
I lost faith. Completely. F*** spirituality!
4 years later, I find myself...shifting. Wanting ... to believe again. 
I want to believe that there is a shard of light in the tragedy. 

Nothing changed. My mom's still asleep.

But as I recognize the want to believe again, I am starting to see "coincidences."

I am not sold. But it feels like I am starting to heal. Maybe... I haven't decided to believe...yet, but I decided to be healed.   
Sending you love and kindness.

A personal story about a painful moment with my child related to my relationship with my parents.

The Past We Bring Into Parenting

by Yukiko • 4 December 2025
After a miscommunication with my son shook me, I uncovered deeper wounds from my past—and what it really means to break, repair, and stay connected.
恥ずかしがり屋で成績は兄たちに負けてるけど、ヒューマンデザインで見ると実は“異端者でリーダー気質の末娘の話

異端者でリーダー気質の末娘

by Yukiko • 3 December 2025
恥ずかしがり屋で成績は兄たちに負けてるけど、ヒューマンデザインで見ると実は“異端者でリーダー気質”の末娘。名前は大好きな Duran Duranの曲　Rioにちなんでつけました。歌詞にあるように、人生を自由に、楽しく、踊るように過ごしてほしいです。
Moving to Holland through the lens of astrocartography - how place shapes destiny and soul alignment

Living in Holland from an Astrocartography perspective

5 October 2025
Discover how my move to Holland from Japan came alive through astrocartography - revealing how place, soul purpose, cosmic alignment shape life's journey.

Connecting with my Son

by Yukiko • 29 September 2025
Early 2025 taught me that my achilleas heel is losing connection with my children. I recently took up Human Design which shed light on how I can navigate motherhood.

How have you experienced the law of right returns in your own life? .. What happened and how did you feel ? - Pierre Pradervand The Gentle Art of Blessing

24 March 2023
The Law of Right Returns

Dobby is a free elf - Dobby

by duda-wsm • 5 February 2023
Meeting My Dobby

Between what is said and not meant, and what is meant and not said, most of the love is lost. - Khalil Gibran

30 October 2022
Between what is said and not meant, and what is meant and not said, most of the love is lost - Khalil Gibran

Sometimes people let the same problem make them miserable for years, when they could just say, so what. - Andy Warhol

16 October 2022
The Freeze

If you are not in the state of either acceptance, enjoyment, enthusiasm, look closely and you will find that you are creating suffering for yourself and others - Eckhart Tolle

4 October 2022
Play

Catharsis is a ritual term, and it is eliminations of the ego perspective: wiping out ego-system, wiping out rational structuring. Smashing it, and letting life ..BOOM!. come through.- Joseph Campbell

26 September 2022
The Ego