Coming Home To You

Many of us lose our true selves in our day to day, in taking care of those around us.

We lose touch with who we truly are.

Who are you meant to be?

We get so busy that we forget that we are our own protector.

We forget that there is divinity within us.

It took me a long time to remember this - three children, two bouts of cancer, a move across the world, going back to the work force, and one puppy, to find myself again.

Now I finally know what it feels like to be "at home."

Safe and sound and at peace in my own body.

Don't get me wrong, I drift in and out of that safety and comfort. More times than I would like - Finding myself in anxiety and worry !

Those feelings don't go away. We just learn to handle them by being aware that you are in a phase of life when those feelings are prominent.

It's time to look inward. It's time to give yourself time and space to have a conversation with yourself.

Nothing has changed, and yet everything has changed.

Let me help you and hold your hand while you go through this important journey.

The more we share our authentic work and self, the more abundance and stability we create for ourself and our loved ones.

You are feeling out of place after a big or a small change in your life. You feel unworthy and lost. I've been there! I felt that way when I moved back to Japan from the US when I was 15 and again when I moved to the Netherlands as a new mom. I felt that way when I took on a new job and lived in Hong Kong. I felt that way when I got married ! Changes are good but it can be a struggle because you think you don't understand the culture, or the language. Yet you are desperate to make it work because you think it's the best option for everyone in your family - everyone except for you. You're miserable but you tell yourself to toughen up and make sure everybody else is happy. You don't want to be the complainer so you try making friends, take on new hobbies to embrace the new life but you still feel like you are dying a little bit everyday. You are blaming yourself, or your partner, or your children, or your work, or the universe! for putting you in this position. Amidst the inner chaos, you have a career to build and wonderful children to raise -in an environment where you are not in your full power. It's overwhelming. You feel like you lost in the game of life. The charisma and confidence you had back at home isn't coming out because you feel so vulnerable and worthless. If that's you, we should talk!

ABOUT ME

Nice to meet you!

I dream about living on the beach.

I seek meaningful connections with people, especially my family.

I want to live boldly.

I study and practice astrology (my background is Hellenistic) and Human Design to learn more about myself and about people.

I am a Leo rising, Aquarius Sun and a Virgo Moon. 4/6 Generator.

I believe in fate and free will. You can choose how to react to your fate.

Astrology and Human design can prepare and maximize your timing and your natural design. The tools provide structure, and HOPE.

I use Human Design to see how my children are designed so I can give them the guidance, and more importantly, the space they need. It helps me honor their needs while honoring my own boundaries and needs which can conflict! Alot!

I was born in Tokyo, grew up in New York (Bayside Queens!) I worked in NY, Hong Kong, Tokyo and now living in The Hague, Holland.

Holland is a much quieter place compared to what I was used to and moving here was a HUGE challenge but through Astrocartography, I learned that I came to Holland for a reason, which I wrote about in my Blog.
I love to think and analyze (Virgo Moon!) but I also realize the joy of dancing which is why I am also a Zumba instructor.

Coming Home To You

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